Warm. Radiant. Beautiful.
Velvet Dreams (by Zahira O)
#velvet #red #studs
Sorry, just letting it all out
I’m going to sound kinda emo but I just want to say that I feel like I’m beginning to lost faith in almost every aspect of my life and so skeptical about people around me actually care. Does the one person I needed the most really need me to be there or am I just literally just a wake-up call? Does the one person I miss the most miss me back? Does the person that told me to never hesitate to ask for help really wants to help me?
Do I sound childish by saying all of these things? I guess what I’m trying to say is that I feel alone, when I shouldn’t be feeling this way, but I am. I’ve been thinking maybe I’m better off alone, but I don’t know if I want to be. I need that person in my life, maybe deep down that person feels the same way but maybe that person’s just too busy to tell how that person’s really feeling.
But what am I to him anyway? I need to know that for sure.
Do I deserve you? Do I deserve all of this?
"I was a big slut, but I’m not any more. There’s always going to be a part of me that’s sloppy and dirty, but I like that. With all the other parts of myself. Can you say the same about yourself, fucker? Can you forgive? Are you any good at that?"
— Tiffany Maxwell, ‘Silver Linings Playbook’ (2012)
"I do this! Time after time after time! I do all this shit for other people! And then I wake up and I’m empty! I have nothing!"
— Tiffany Maxwell, ‘Silver Linings Playbook’ (2012)
Vanessa Carlton - Heroes And Thieves with 13 plays.
“Heroes and thieves at my door
And I can’t seem to tell them apart anymore
Just when I’ve figured it out
Darling it’s you I’m without”
Missy Higgins - Where I Stood with 70 plays.
“And I won’t be far from where you are if ever you should call.
You meant more to me than anyone I ever loved at all.
But you taught me how to trust myself and so I say to you:
This is what I have to do.”
Teach me how love goes (by Zahira O)
The season of love has just arrived! February is all about that four letter word. Easy to spell, hard to define. Love. Starting the month with red attire.
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